I understand this one ....
but I can not let it go ...
he was always there when I'm sad and hurt but why he went away...
if time can be reset back I want to hug him in the warm embrace of this ...
but it was too late ...
now the only remaining tears, sad thinking about him ...
he is one who understands what I feel ...
grief and suffering he was there ...
but why at the time he was ill and suffering I was not there forhim ....
Watashi wa hontōni ima nani ga okotte iru no ka o rikai shite imasendeshita.....
Shikashi, watashi wa kare ni au no ga daisukidesu.........
Tabun watashi wa futatabi kare ni aunaraba..........
Watashi wa chōdo kare ga egao ni shitai..........
Watashi wa kanashii ni mo kakawarazu, watashi wa kare ga manzoku shite iru toki ni yorokonde ita......
Koko ni ichi-nin de, dōkō suru dare mo.........
Shikashi kore wa kekkyoku itsu...........
Tsuneni tandoku de, tandoku de............
Watashi wa itsumo itsumo kare o mite mitakattashi, tsuneni egao...............
Atashi
私は本当に今何が起こっているのかを理解していませんでした.....
しかし、私は彼に会うのが大好きです.........
多分私は再び彼に会うならば..........
私はちょうど彼が笑顔にしたい..........
私は悲しいにもかかわらず、私は彼が満足しているときに喜んでいた......
ここに一人で、同行する誰も.........
しかしこれは結局いつ...........
常に単独で、単独で............
私はいつもいつも彼を見てみたかったし、常に笑顔................
